Celebrating love. I love celebrating love. Out of all of the holidays, I can't think of one that I love better. I've been working hard at it too. I had a goal to publish a book of love poems this year, but it didn't work out that way. So I'd like to share a few that I especially love.
Winter Dusk
The room was quiet in the early evening, still after the
birds had burrowed in the mango and the dogs lay on the floor in a stupor after
their dinner,
I watched from the bed, sprawled and relaxed, as you got
ready to go out with me, pulling your pants up and tucking your shirt in, your
idea of fancy.
You had decided to grow your hair, you wanted a pony tail
you said, and long strands fell across your brow, unmanageable explosions of
silver and sun bleached gold, resisting conformity. you wore it pulled back,
and wouldn’t have anything to do with the myriad of bottles of hair product I’d
gotten for you. You brushed these locks away from you face, exposing wiry
crinkled hairs growing out of your brows, popping out of your forehead,
reaching for the stars. They had the appearance of having been waiting forever
to be free, I wanted to cut them, they didn’t belong in our sanctuary,
But why disrupt this precious moment, as you reached down
and took my face in your hands, whispering, “I love you so much”, before you
kissed me.
Unrestrained Touch
We were in the grocery store the first time you slipped your
hand underneath the waistband of my jeans and stroked my butt.
I jumped and stared at you. I told you to stop, believing
you had no boundaries or social skills or something. I was shocked you didn’t
realize that out of bed I was proper.
Now I’m sorry that time passed, I’m sorry that I asked you
to stop. I don’t like being proper anymore, I’m bored with it.
Today, as I lie with the turtles at the beach, the sun warms
my back and a trickle of sweat tickles me as it eases down the curve of my
spine. Your brave hand slips between my legs and simply cracks the façade I worked
so hard to keep, my lover moving with my swells, leaving me momentarily
unrestrained.